Thursday, May 30, 2013

good friends, good time...!


Just had a good time together with my beloved friends...!!!!
Sekalung tahniah untuk Unit Tarbiah Biotech..You guys are awesome...!

Omo..omo...they're so cute..! 
shooting time, lepas solat magrib berjemaah...moga ukhwah ini kekal hingga akhir hayat..

Anyway, esok thesis proposal presentation...!
wish me luck.... :)

-kalo bukan sbb present esok, da lama balik- 

k,bye..!

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

will you marry me...?


Assalamualaikum...

Everyone gets so excited when talking about “kawen” … For girls, for sure la dah terbayang dah wajah sekian2...kalo bukan Mr. Chenta Hati,,mesti la Mr. Crush...saper lagi....ekekekekek

Girls....they always imagining good things with their loved ones...
 How they will get married, how that guy will take care of her, how they will romantically spend time together…eww…eww…haha…
seriously, this is how I actually plan...awak, please take note..!.heeee...
While for guys, I’m not really sure what they think of… maybe something like 
how to get a good job to get more money, how to  meet the “WALI”,  
how to prepare a house, transport, makan minum for their wife-to-be…
or maybe DIRTY-LIKE things in their DIRTY head…heh.. who knows…
lelaki kansss…heheh,..
Ni kek kawen kiter...jangan ucik eaa....
But actually, we always miss one thing when talking about marriage
which is RESPONSIBILITY or TANGGUNG JAWAP.
Great thing comes with great responsibility. Marriage is not something that you do just because you love that person and he/she loves you back. It is lifetime journey and even more than that.

Nabi S.A.W said: When a man marries, he has fulfilled half of his religion…

Maksud nyer, dengan berkahwin itu, maka kita telah menegakkan separuh daripada agama… 
Bukankah  menegakkan agama itu sesuatu yang besar...?
Dan jika sesuatu itu besar, bukankah tanggung jawap nya juga besar…? 
*ayat dah macam kuliah dhuha kat Masjid Nilai dah..heheeee*

Jadi, bukan calang-calang orang dapat memenuhi tanggung jawap selepas kawen nie... Typical excuse for youngsters today to get married...
"untuk mengelak zina, untuk menjaga izzah dan fitrah kedua-dua belah pihak, untuk menyucikan hati"

Let me ask you something.. Do you really mean your words ..?
I mean do you really get married because of  those reasons...? Or its just an excuse so that you can get married..? I'm so sorry for being bold here... I know not everyone rashly taking decision to get married and give that excuse. I said this because I know some of my schoolmates who suddenly got married because they're so deep in love even though they're not ready yet, and at the end...hurmm...But there are some of my other friends who really prepared for their marriage and they are so happy until now..!

*wey aku merepek aper nieh..harap korang paham..*

Love is just not enough to permit you to get married with your loved ones. There are some requirement and knowledge that you must have before you can proceed. As for husbands, did you prepared well enough to lead the marriage..? Did you know how to guide your wife-to-be..? Did you already fulfilled your responsibilities as Muslims, and also to your parents..? Did you have enough money to support your new life..? And as for wives...ehem, do you have enough knowledge to manage your marriage? Did you prepared well enough to be a lifetime-partner with a guy that you know not even for 5 years... err...? And how about your responsibility as  a Muslim..? 

*dah macam mengancam la pulak aku nieh....haha*

Its not that I oppose those who want to get marry early.. But I just hope they are well-prepared to face everything that come afterwards. Mula-mula kawen best la..bahagia...lama-lama...bila cinta dah pudar, duit pun takder, pastu buat perangai macam orang bujang...masa tu baru la fikir balik keputusan yang di ambik dulu betol ke tidak... berkahwin ni kalau boleh bukan sampai atas dunia jer.. Biar sampai ke syurga tahu…?hehe. 

I'm not good in telling this kawen-kawen stuffs but you can read Hilal Asyraf punya artikel pasal kawen awal...its good for those who want to get married at early age..baru boleh nampak betapa besarnya persediaan dan tanggungjawap nye camana..

For me age doesn't matter..As long as you are well-prepared, only then you can say:

"WILL YOU MARRY ME..?"

* whoahhh......! pengsan...! *

Mr. Crush,,,saya sgt sudi kawen ngan awak..!tak tanya pon saya sudi..haha *sengeh sorang2*
Actually, dapat idea nak tulis sumer ni dari berita hangat lagi sensasi yang student satu batch ngan aku da kawen...tapi diorang lain course la ngan aku...Sama-sama Tamhidi dulu..Tak sangka bertemu jodohnyer di USIM nieh...dapat kad jemputan dari pengantin perempuan tapi sbb jauh giler nak gi, keje pun banyak, so tengok gambar dalam fesbuk je la...heheh

well, TAHNIAH AINUL DAN ASYRAF..! semoga korang bahagia hendaknyer hingga ke akhir hayat...dan semoga perkahwinan ini di berkati oleh-Nya....
*bajet diorang bacer la blog aku nie.. =..= *
seriously, happy tengok gambar diorang kat fesbuk tu..comel je dua-dua...tingat balik masa tamhidi dulu...haish....rindu pulakk rasa nya....

- jeles tengok orang kawen, tapi bila ingat diri ni banyak sangat kekurangan, tak ready lagi nak pikul tanggung jawap, maka....takper lah....give me some time...two years more maybe..? heeee.... -

k..thanx for reading...! ;)


Monday, May 27, 2013

May: dreadful month

Assalamualaikum..!

WOAH..! Lama tak singgah kat sini...ye ker..?kih3...
Sungguh tak tipuuu bulan 5 nie bulan paling dahsyat utk sem nie... Tak pernah lagi di uji maha hebat camnih.. Ceh, tiap2 sem cakap ayat sama jer...HAHA

Sungguh, bulan 5 nie jadual sangat padat dan ketat mengalah kan retis2 femes, mengalahkan jugak jadual YB yang baru angkat sumpah lepas PRU ari tuh. Sampaikan nak tido pon tak tenang pikir pasal kerja, esaimen, FPD, SIC, test, report, bla..bla..bla.... sampaikan lupa nak call emak kat umah..

"ibu, maafkan anak mu ini..." :(

Tapi semuanya bakal berakhir dalam masa 3 hari lagi...lega...keh3...takder la berakhir sangat tapi boleh la berehat barang sebentar sebelum berjuang balik utk final exam nieh... Baidewei, banyak sangat benda nak bercerita tapi takper lah..simpan la dulu...malas nak taip panjang-panjang..

nak baring camni kat dataran nilai boley tak...?heh
Well, minggu ni da minggu terakhir utk semester 6...dah nak abis tahun 3 daaahh.. macam tak percaya pun ada. Dari semuda-muda generasi (Tamhidi), akan jadi yang paling tua dah kat USIM nie..ehem, takder la paling tua..tapi tua ar...kawan-kawan pun dah ada yang kawen..hee  :)

K bye...! Have a nice day... >.<

Thursday, May 9, 2013

tunggang langgang


Assalamualaikum…

Seriously… my life is quite messy right now… back from Kelantan, I have entrepreneurship-things that must be done… just arrived in Nilai on Tuesday morning... put my bag in my room then my friend called me.. 

“bie, kena amik barang..bla..bla..ko sorang je ader keter..bla…bla….
And I was like =..=  owh malas nyer…penat gilerr dowh..!!!

And I said to her I want to take shower first… just a quick one…takkan busuk2 nak gi meniaga..ekekekek! After the 2 minutes shower, she called and said its ok, just rest… Our friend had asked one of the boy (our course mate) to go to that place and take our roti...heh… kesian diorang owh… thanks Fawaz…abih keter ko bau roti kan…HAHA… phewh..landing2 jap… tengahari baru gi tgk syarikat kat PKP tuh…

Well, our business started really well and just need a few more to break event… Alhamdulillah…. However, since we’re science student, doing financial planning and account balancing are like HELL…. Not to mention other problems... Doing a group work really needs understanding and tolerances as well as teamwork... Am I right..?

But entrepreneurship is not the end, we also have to submit food analysis lab report this week.. And since we'll going to have food product development (FPD) lauching day next week, we have to do proximate analysis, product, design packaging, posters... "aman" giler hidop macam nieh..  =_=
….
I have more to say but I really need sleep right now… chow!

K bai…

Hidup tunggang-langgang…nak tido pon risau,..macam tak cukup masa...



Monday, May 6, 2013

PRU-13


Assalamualaikum...

I'm rarely talk about politics but somehow I feel like I want to jot down something about it today. I think most of my friends know which party I'm standing for but its not important. Everyone can know it from facebook whether that person is pro or anti..hahaha.... Tengok post2 dia la...kalo post dia pasal BN je memanjang, ofcoz la dia sokong BN...and if its opposite, then dia PR..as simple as that..!

Well, honestly I'm quite disappointed when PR was lost in this newly held GE....*ooppss,,kantoi...* Almost everyone in my family were expecting something big was going to happen in this GE and me myself want to be part of new history in Malaysia..konon-konon nye laa...haha.. Tapi kita takkan pernah tahu perancangan Allah tu macamana kan...??kan..? Mungkin ada hikmah yang tersembunyi yang kita tak tahu... Everything is possible.... Redha tu penting.. *walaupun susah*


But actually...hurm, I was VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED with the transparency of EC or Election Commision (SPR). Not to mention the issues that had raised during this 13th GE...You know it too and I dont think I should list down all those issues here..banyak sangat...

Well, anyway....I AM SO HAPPY to vote today...!haha..first time experience kot...semangat lain mcm sikit.. Bangun pagi2, pakai elok2...terus pergi kat pusat mengundi..ala.tepi umah jer..heh.Mentang-mentang la aku ni pengundi muda, bilik mengundi tingkat 4, atass sekali kat sekolah tu..haila...dah la gi sorang2.... ntah camane nama ku tercampak kat disitu... =.=


And when I was queuing with other young voters, we had some chit chat, sembang, and it was a nice experience to make new friends..most of them said.."neves la..neves laa.." haha.. I dont know what to be nervous about until I was at the door...yeah, masa tu neves la jugak..apa nak buat nieh...and actually it wasn't that complicated la..just follow the instruction....

After voting, I went back to my house..road were getting busy..makin ramai orang kluar mengundi.. And at noon, we went back to Jerteh..umah nenek... gathering together for the results...haa...and it was horror because at 12 midnight there was still  no result about which side got majority in parliament...heh..
kat fesbuk da penuh ngan status and so on..and after knowing the results...suddenly all the profile pictures turned to BLACK..!!!haha..And I..err....changed it too...after seeing one of my beloved lecturer change her DP..hehee..

So, now everyone is talking about BLACKOUT..BLACKOUT........


ngantuk sudaaaa..

k, bye..!!!


Friday, May 3, 2013

ini kali lah....!

 Assalamualaikum...

hi readers....what's up..?!

In excited state right now...haha... Buat pertama kali saya bakal mengundi....oh, ini juga menandakan saya sudah dewasa...di beri peluang untuk memilih pemimpin yang bakal menerajui rakyat... Kalau ikotkan hati, tak nak balik umah,, bukan apa...jalan confem jam gila...ye la, semua orang balik kampung untuk mengundi..dah macam hari raya dah.....tapi bila ingat tanggungjawap pada negara, *chehhh...hehe*, saya tabahkan hati jugak untuk balik walaupun saya tahu saya akan menempuh jalan yang berliku, jalan yang sesak gila, sangkut 12 jam dalam bus, then sakit2 badan.... *sangat gigih..!*

Well, that's alright...! 5 tahun sekali....Kalau tak mengundi sekarang, 4 - 5 tahun lagi la jawapnyer.. masa tu dah tua...dah beranak pinak....wahaha... So, malam ni saya akan balik ke Kelantan, dan di sebabkan jalan yang memang di ramalkan sesak, maka saya bajet2 dalam tengahari esok sampai la ke Kota Bharu....insyaallah... moga semua nya selamat..
Mengundi,,mengundi jugak,,,balik jer lepas mengundi tu, PENUH...!!!! dengan presentation proposal thesis, entrepreneurship lagi,, next, FPD....lab report...sedar2 dah study week nak FINAL EXAM sem 6 dah..! WARGHHHHH.....cepat nya masa berlalu...

dah aku yang melalut sampai ke sini ape kejadahnyer..?

k lah, bye..thanks for reading...

selamat mengundi semua...!

Thursday, May 2, 2013

stupid thoughts


We have not much time left...
and I really, really, truly want to spend my whole time with you..
I just want to have great moments with you...
create the happiest time in my whole life with you..
and  enjoy all those craziest things with you....




so that one day, it would be the most precious, sweetest memories
that I could ever had in my life...I really wish that....

but somehow, it's just a stupid thought...
I know it is....

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

"REGRET"


When I look back, there are too many things I regret of. 
Regret of being lazy, regret of being late, regret of being selfish, 
regret of being shy and many more.
I have lost so many chances because of my own attitude towards life. I hardly learn from my mistakes and keep doing the same thing over and over again. 
What’s wrong with you Nabila…?

Oh seriously, I feel like crying but no tears coming out. It is just like I want to go back to the past and grab all the chances I once had, fix all my mistakes and live without any regret anymore… but I know it’s just stupid thoughts… there is no way I can go back to the past. Sometimes I just motivate myself to do the best for today, let bygone be bygone, what more important is how I use my time today, how I live my life today so that I’ll have no regret later on. But somehow it always end up, fail. What make me upset is, I know my mistakes but it is hard to avoid from doing the same thing again, because of my very own attitude.

Sedih ar weyh….

When I was sitting around at a corner alone, looking at my friends, classmates and maybe some other people that happened to cross-by, I really wish I could be one of them. You know, change my life with theirs. They are all good looking, talented, good in their study, having a wonderful life, being loved and bla….bla…bla….

If you’re reading this right now, you might think that I’m a negative person…haha…well…yeah, have to admit...sometimes I could be so negative about everything. But I know I’m not that suck to be fussy about everything in my life…! Oh come on…of course I have great times too...but it just… I have missed a lot of great opportunity in my life because of my attitude and I usually do something first before thinking.
 “good job” nabila… that’s why sometimes I wish I could be someone else.

 *tetibe teringat lagu Stay The Same- Joey Mcintyre*

I don’t know how many times I sighing when typing this entry. But at least I feel relief now. Phewhh… spit out everything I want to say…feel great..! It has been a long time since I want to say all this but I just don’t know how to describe in words. I’m not good in writing I tell you..haha..oke, done for now..!